Next week is the last week of school!
The dreaded third term is finally coming to an end, and unfortunately, the school has decided to cram every assessment in the last few weeks, again. Today i had my GMA(maths) test and finished my English essay, which is 8 days overdue. So right now i am very proud of myself^^. i also did housework and made the kitchen actually look presentable, a feat i previously thought impossible. The hard thing is with the dishes and the sink. Since washing dishes is supposed to be my brother's duty, and Mr. i-am-so-busy-with-uni can't bother to even touch the sink, i had the task of cleaning up a five-days build up of dirty cuttlery. Obviously i am a novice at housework and it took me 2 hours to wash, sort and dry everything. So that was today, just a lot of work and no fun, which is a typical day for me recently.
You think that after two weeks of no posting and limited net-surfing i come up with some interesting stories... but so turns out that this is how i passed most of the days.
Oh i can't wait till my parents come back from Taiwan! I am so lonely i kept feeling that even if i died no one will care. One morning last week, i was sick, and just couldn't bring myself up for school. I woke up at 9:30 and got dressed. There was no one in the house, only the brushes of thin branches on the window stir the silence. I walked slowly to school and the whole street was deserted. Houses on the street were so quiet and lifeless without their master, i felt i was being drawn in to their motionless march and become a immobile statue myself! The silence trailed me on my entire journey like a ghost. It was such a strange experience, it felt like i owned the world, but i've also been discarded by the world. The lonliness was genuinely scary. Has anyone had that feeling before?
So here i am, saying stuff that i never dreamed i'll say. I miss my mum so much!
I never realised we've been that close before, not before she went away two weeks ago. Thinking now, she's been more of a friend than a mother to me these days. We actually talk more than when i was little. Maybe that's because i am so pathetic that i can't find any friends of my own age><, but i like to think that it was to my mum's credit that we've become closer.
parents... it's always when you need them you remember their goods-.-
from an isolated and dislocated panda, wishing someone could be with me right now
The dreaded third term is finally coming to an end, and unfortunately, the school has decided to cram every assessment in the last few weeks, again. Today i had my GMA(maths) test and finished my English essay, which is 8 days overdue. So right now i am very proud of myself^^. i also did housework and made the kitchen actually look presentable, a feat i previously thought impossible. The hard thing is with the dishes and the sink. Since washing dishes is supposed to be my brother's duty, and Mr. i-am-so-busy-with-uni can't bother to even touch the sink, i had the task of cleaning up a five-days build up of dirty cuttlery. Obviously i am a novice at housework and it took me 2 hours to wash, sort and dry everything. So that was today, just a lot of work and no fun, which is a typical day for me recently.
You think that after two weeks of no posting and limited net-surfing i come up with some interesting stories... but so turns out that this is how i passed most of the days.
Oh i can't wait till my parents come back from Taiwan! I am so lonely i kept feeling that even if i died no one will care. One morning last week, i was sick, and just couldn't bring myself up for school. I woke up at 9:30 and got dressed. There was no one in the house, only the brushes of thin branches on the window stir the silence. I walked slowly to school and the whole street was deserted. Houses on the street were so quiet and lifeless without their master, i felt i was being drawn in to their motionless march and become a immobile statue myself! The silence trailed me on my entire journey like a ghost. It was such a strange experience, it felt like i owned the world, but i've also been discarded by the world. The lonliness was genuinely scary. Has anyone had that feeling before?
So here i am, saying stuff that i never dreamed i'll say. I miss my mum so much!
I never realised we've been that close before, not before she went away two weeks ago. Thinking now, she's been more of a friend than a mother to me these days. We actually talk more than when i was little. Maybe that's because i am so pathetic that i can't find any friends of my own age><, but i like to think that it was to my mum's credit that we've become closer.
parents... it's always when you need them you remember their goods-.-
from an isolated and dislocated panda, wishing someone could be with me right now
posted by panda at
6:20 AM
1 Comments:
I'm sure that you do have friends your own age ^^
haha poor panda...had to do wash the dishes
:))
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sourlemong, at 3:14 PM
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